There was a comic strip called Bloom County that was kind of a big deal back in the mid eighties. One of my favorites featured the character Opus (who was a Penguin) looking for a way to lose weight, without actually having to do much of anything. In the strip he is perusing various fad diets with names like the “Broccoli Broth and Bean Bath Diet” and weighing their merits. During his perusing a character named Milo keeps interrupting him saying that he might instead try “eating less and exercise.” But Opus will hear none of it and ultimately settles on “Dr. Frank’s Frog Legs, Figs and Flatulence Diet.” And while I know explaining why things are funny ultimately makes them less funny, I do want to point out that the humor in it comes from the fact that we try to find shortcuts around reality. Eating less and exercise is not the fun alternative. But losing weight ultimately comes down to fewer calories going in than are going out and there is no way around that fact.
And on some level all of today’s readings are dealing with remembering the way that things actually work, that is how things operate at their most basic level, because our scriptures are ultimately about drawing closer to God and doing it in the way that God asks. In Jeremiah God comes to Jeremiah and tells him what he needs to do. But Jeremiah objects to following God’s plan, citing his youth. He wants to be in relation with God but on terms different than the ones God has imposed. In Corinthians Paul reminds his readers that all of the trappings of the spiritual life are for naught, if we forget to imitate the defining characteristic of God, which is love. He is essentially telling us that we cannot just pick and chose the parts of the spiritual life that we like. And lastly in the Gospel, those in Jesus’ hometown have heard about his miracles and want to get in on the action only to have Jesus remind them that God chooses how things will work not them. The common link here is that we want God but we want him on our terms, just as Opus wanted to only lose weight on his terms.
As you know today is that most spiritual of days, the annual meeting, where we discuss things like budgets and plowing. But as Jesus reminds us where our treasure is our heart will be also. Annual meetings may seem detached from the spiritual life of the church, but I would argue that dismissing them is like looking for the diet that will help us lose weight without doing any work. The annual meeting is where, if done correctly, we discuss what kind of people we want to be. Will we follow God with all our being or will we seek to meet God only on our terms, demanding that God show up when we want like those in Jesus’ hometown. There is the old joke about the vestry meeting where everyone shows up and the vestry makes a number of decisions. After this is done the Vestry closes with a prayer telling God to bless everything that they have just decided. In other words we like to decide what to do and then ask God to grease the skids to make it a reality. Be it a diet or a Vestry meeting the risk is to want our will done in the easiest and most painless way possible.
So here is the thing that I would ask not just for this meeting, but for our lives in general. Let’s commit to living the other way round. That is seeking to discern what God’s will is first and then commit to that; commit to acting what accords with God’s will. And committing to this means that we will not always get our way and this goes for me as well. For as Jesus while on the Mount of Olives said, “Father, if thou art willing, remove this cup from me; nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.”
So as we get ready to go into the annual meeting I would ask for us to listen, to try and listen for that still small voice of what God is telling us. And sometimes it may be telling us of something which we would never think. To be a bit stereotypical it seems that when people start thinking about what a church should be there is kind of one stock answer. That is the church, whatever church it is, should grow and be bigger than it is right now. And if we get into details the growth should come from young families with well-behaved and photogenic children. Furthermore this growth should in no way change the dynamics of the Church. We will look exactly the same as before, just a little bigger, like Alice after she drank from the bottle at the White Rabbit’s house.
But is this the only formula? Is all the Church is called to do is be a little bigger? And I am not saying this is bad, after all Jesus tells us to go and make disciples of all nations. But Jesus also says things like, “For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother, and sister, and mother” and “whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted.” So I would suggest that as we get ready for the annual meeting and the year to come we start with the basics – the things that we are reminded of in the scriptures today. We need to ask are we doing the will of God are we emptying ourselves of our egotism and selfish will, so that we may hear from God about what it is that we are supposed to be doing.
When I was at my last parish I would come every Sunday morning before service and pray that God would fill the parish with people. And we did grow some, but what I have come to realize is that growth only matters if we are growing in the ways that God calls us to grow. I was trying to skip the hard work and go right to having full pews. There was recently an article in The Guardian newspaper about how the Church of Satan has been growing quite rapidly. And while I know this is an extreme example, growth for growths sake can go lots of ways that are not the will of God. My wish for the future of St. John Chrysostom is that we would be known as the Church that follows God’s will. The church that says, “Thy will be done.” And that can happen in a myriad of ways.
This may be the last time I quote from The Mountain of Silence (even though I may have said that the last time), but in it there is talk about the three stages of following God. These stages are this: 1. Catharsis – this is the purification of the soul from egotistical passions. 2. Fotisis – this is the enlightenment of the soul, where our egotistical passions are replaced by the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. 3. Theosis – which is union with God which is the state of humanity before the fall. This is really what we should be concentrating on. We need to be asking if what we are doing is ultimately leading us to full communion with God. And the church is really here to help us to grow in holiness. Everything else must be the handmaiden of this pursuit.
And so as we go into our annual meeting and our hopes and dreams about the future of this church we need to ask what will help us most follow God. I realize that some of the things will feel “non-spiritual” like the budget for the water softener, but in a round about way they are things that help us in our mission of growing towards God and loving him fully. There are really no shortcuts going forward. I do not know what the future holds, but I do know if we follow God with all our heart mind and soul things will work out just fine because we know that if we do we will be God’s both now and forevermore.